My holiday is coming to an end... Gg to be a REAL teacher in a few days time. Just hope things will turn out well... Right now I'm kind of recharge after a not-too-bad Batam getaway.

Yday went to this place - Ten Years After Pub (380 Upper Bukit Timah Road, 678040) The place is relaxing and the people there are wonderful. The crowd is mainly the older generation. There's a live band and anyone who wish to be a "Superstar" can just go up the stage and sing with the band. If not there is a pool table at the back of the pub. A great chillout venue. The place suddenly reminded me of the show "金枝玉叶" where Leslie Cheung always go to this pub and has a singing session with some uncles. Haha...

A friend sang the song 海阔天空 by Beyond. Thumbs up boy! I wish that you are able to 自由的走遍千里找到自己的一片海阔天空...

Hereby I delicate this song to all of you...


海阔天空
作词：黄家驹 作曲：黄家驹

今天我 寒夜里看雪飘过 怀着冷却了的心窝飘远方
风雨里追赶 雾里分不清影踪 天空海阔你与我可会变（谁没在变）
多少次 迎着冷眼与嘲笑 从没有过放弃过心中的理想
一霎那恍惚 若有所失的感觉 不知不觉已变淡心里爱（谁明白我）
原谅我这一生不羁放纵 爱自由 也会怕有一天会跌倒
为了理想 谁人都可以 那会怕有一天只你共我
仍然自由自我 永远高唱我歌 走遍千里

Recently a fren sang this song in KTV after that I fell in love with the song.. Hope you guys enjoy it.



Lyrics (translation):
You told me
That you couldn't love anybody
I finally realised what you meant
When I saw that you were afraid of everybody

How ironic is it
If us two met
only to get hurt?

With all my heart
I have to tell you this
All I want to see is the real YOU

You still don't smile very well
Because even now, you still wear sadness around you

If the only reason I was born
was so I could meet you,
do you think I'll be able to change everything?

With all my heart
I have to tell you this
We're hurt, but we've still got time
With all my love
I love you
I want to wipe away
All the pain that falls on you
I for You

With all my heart
I have to tell you this
If only you could smile at me like that
forever...
With all my love
I love you
I want to gather every piece of light
and give it all to you
I for You

1 week had passed... Situation? Not very positive eh. Suddenly I'm out of words to describe what had happened and my feelings. Maybe I had complaint too much over the few days till I'm too tired to talk and think about it.]

Workaholic Evelyn is back again. Staring at the piles of work and couldn't wait to get rid of them. But it is going to be a stamina-taxing run for the next few weeks. The same statement that I was said, "Can handle lah. No worries." But I can tell you deep inside my heart, I'm damn worry and insecure loh. I really have no confidence in myself.

Just when I'm trying to be (or should say trying to act) strong and brave and confident enough to handle the challenges ahead, why must you make such a statement that hit me right on the bull's eye? Do you know that I nearly crumble off?

Me: Aiyah, no worries k? I can manage it.
M: I know at the end of the day, you'll be able to pull through cos given your character you'll never allow yourself to fail. But I'm worry about the process that you are going through. I don't wish to see you going through it so tough and rough.
Me: (totally out of words to reply, after a long pause...) Thank you. Really thank you.

Why must you always pull out the weaker side of me as much as I wanted to hide it from everyone else? Why are you always ensuring me that it's fine to be weak and dependent to others at times? Why must you make me feel that you seem to be the one that I can be dependent on? Do you know that I dislike feeling weak and vunerable in front of you?

PS: I just need time to be alone and sort out my thoughts and plan my route carefully.