Hiyo... Missing in action for a long long time. Pai Seh ah..

Practicum had ended for about a week, still knid of miss the kids esp when 1 whole bunch of NIE teachers sit down and chat about our practicum experiences.

Currently busy attending seminars and workshops as part of the beginning teachers induction programme. Conclusion? BORING! But what to do...

Recently also have been catching up with the NIE peeps and enjoying myself as I'm to deprived over the 10 weeks of practium.

Thinking that I can comfortably sit and count down to my reporting day to my posted school, but nah.. things are not that simple cos the 2 words are haunting me - CROSS OVER!

For the benefit of those who are unfamiliar with all these NIE Lingo... Cross over meaning you are offered to take a 2-yr degree in education in NIE after I had completed my dip. This 2-yr degree will be paid for my MOE but in exchange, no pay leave for 2 years and extension of my bond for another 2 years.

Many things to consider before I make my final decision... Pay, money, my expenses for the 2 years, time, age, whether I will be teaching for the rest of my life... Haiz.. Being so vexed, confused and stress. Well, like what someone had said to me, Please stop stressing yourself, take a step at a time, by 4th Jun, we will know if you are being offered a seating in the degree programme so please just relax and don't stress for the "unhappened"

On top of this major stress, I suddenly need to handle another source of stress.. Trying to balance my work (now is all those seminars thingy), catching up w friends, personal life, personal time and family. Well. I still unable to balance all so sure certain peeps are being left out or I had overlooked certain issues. Hmm.. Beginning to feel some tension arising... Ottoke? There is only 1 Evelyn and yet some many things to do and get use to it. Please be more understanding and patient with me can? Dun stress me any further..