Long time no update everyone with my latest moves.. Today nan de I so free cos suppose want to go out with my girl gang but.... I became "paralyse". Had a extreme backache. Could not even stand or walk properly so I lay down for the entire day. Suspected reason is these few days have been checking students' files so all the carrying of files and my extremely heavy bag had resulted in my old problem to occur. Haiz.. this job is so hazardous. Now felling much much better so can sit up and blog. haha..

my praticum is coming to an end soon. 3 more stressful weeks. now preparing for the children's SA1.. Feeling more stress up as compared to them. Nonetheless i will always keep this line in mind, "relax, pace yourself..."

Well I guess i did made some improvements in this area. I had managed to squeeze time out to meet up w friends, go out with my sisters... Althought I felt extremely tired but I guess it is worth the tiredness. So the you-know-who-you-are.. Stop nagging at me k?

hmmm.. suddenly felt so pathetic... other than work it seems like i had nothing else to talk about... I decided to omit all the stupid details of the school children. Need a break off from them.. Haha..

Other than work? really nothing much.. hmmm... the recent issue is the 1 related to TRUST!

I guess everyone had experienced hearing some rumours or gossips about someone whom you are closed to. Somehow or rather, the rumours and gossips had resulted you to grow suspicious of your own friend. Well, it just happened to me.

Maybe people will feel that i should have trusted my friend because is my friend. A close friend somemore... But dunno why i just have the split moment of 疑心 over the person. Probably it is due to lack of security provided by my friend, lack of confident, past experience of trusting the wrong person and track records of the friend.

But after some thoughts and a very confident statement made by my friend - "我从来没有骗过你" I decided to throw in my trust for the person once again. My rationale is since no prove can be provided regarding the issue, i should give the person the benefit of doubth. Cannot sentence the fellow to death without concrete prove right? And there is no point continuing a relationship with another person if you have 猜疑心.

Like what ahui said, "hopefully you are right this time." Yes! I trully hope so.

I had my formal observation by my NIE side today. I was really tensed and nervous. Worrying that the powerpoint and video will not be able to load, the computer can't work, forget to bring things to class...

Luckily it turned out well... The funny thing is my class is feeling more relieved than myself when everything is over. And lesson is over, they saw my lecturer waiting for me, one of them asked me to go meet my lecturer, they ensured that they can make their way down (The school culture is teachers of last period need to send the pupils to 1st floor).

When I reached home, I saw this email...

" Hi Miss Peck, So how is it? Did 'Mr Long' said that you tought well? "

I had never felt such great sense of satisfaction until I received this simple email from a boy from my class. I was shocked for a moment then the warmth filled me.

102% Touched by a simple act!