With a blink of eye... Time just flies away...

My 1 week break is coming to an end! And I accomplished nothing.. really NOTHING! All my work is left undone! OMG! So.. What had I done for the past few days?

Starting from last Sat, my days were simply filled with shopping, watching movie, facial, eating and singing K. How exciting ah? Haha... Giving my brain a complete rest but.. a bit over rested till it refused to do work now. I will start doing my work after I finish this posting.

爱情其实是很复杂的东西。有时候越暧昧反而越浪漫。真正最美好的部分不见得是摊在阳光下的。

I happened across this statement while watching Hana Kimi. How perfectly phrase and I simply have to agree with it. Those in my 4 Ladies Gang will know that Evelyn is famous of emerging herself into "Ai Mei" relationships.. Being together but not attach. I can see 3 heads nodding already. Haha... What to do... I love the night more than the day, the moon more than the sun, the dark more than the light.

I think I simply like being in such situations. I simply enjoy the compaionship, attention, care and concern but no strings attached and no committment involved. To some women, they felt that I'm trying to be a female "player" but I never ever play with anyone feelings at all mah. I sincerely treat the other party nice 1 eh.. It might be unfair to the other person if the "expectations" and "demands" are more than I can give. Normally when such cases happened, then I will give a "all the best" handshake and wave bye bye.

Upon deeper reflection, I think I simply have no courage to commit or promise anyone anything. I also dun want anyone to promise me anything cos I'm afraid that the promises will be broken.

Of course there are some negative points when being in such situations. I have no rights and are in no positions to question, request and demand anything. Sometimes will have the feeling of "hanging in the air". It somehow seem like a waste of time and energy, investing on a share with no returns. But till this moment, the pros are more than the cons.

Maybe 1 day I will find my 降落点.