With a blink of eye... Time just flies away...

My 1 week break is coming to an end! And I accomplished nothing.. really NOTHING! All my work is left undone! OMG! So.. What had I done for the past few days?

Starting from last Sat, my days were simply filled with shopping, watching movie, facial, eating and singing K. How exciting ah? Haha... Giving my brain a complete rest but.. a bit over rested till it refused to do work now. I will start doing my work after I finish this posting.

爱情其实是很复杂的东西。有时候越暧昧反而越浪漫。真正最美好的部分不见得是摊在阳光下的。

I happened across this statement while watching Hana Kimi. How perfectly phrase and I simply have to agree with it. Those in my 4 Ladies Gang will know that Evelyn is famous of emerging herself into "Ai Mei" relationships.. Being together but not attach. I can see 3 heads nodding already. Haha... What to do... I love the night more than the day, the moon more than the sun, the dark more than the light.

I think I simply like being in such situations. I simply enjoy the compaionship, attention, care and concern but no strings attached and no committment involved. To some women, they felt that I'm trying to be a female "player" but I never ever play with anyone feelings at all mah. I sincerely treat the other party nice 1 eh.. It might be unfair to the other person if the "expectations" and "demands" are more than I can give. Normally when such cases happened, then I will give a "all the best" handshake and wave bye bye.

Upon deeper reflection, I think I simply have no courage to commit or promise anyone anything. I also dun want anyone to promise me anything cos I'm afraid that the promises will be broken.

Of course there are some negative points when being in such situations. I have no rights and are in no positions to question, request and demand anything. Sometimes will have the feeling of "hanging in the air". It somehow seem like a waste of time and energy, investing on a share with no returns. But till this moment, the pros are more than the cons.

Maybe 1 day I will find my 降落点.

她和他的故事

她和他在很偶然的情况下相遇与相识。

他给予她支持，她给予他鼓励。
他带给她欢乐，她带给他欢笑。
他赋予她阳光，她赋予他温暖。
他帮她赶走眼泪，她帮他赶走孤寂。
他聆听她的牢骚，她聆听他的啰嗦。

但是。。。

这一切美得太不像话，太不真实。
这是不是梦？
是梦的话，几时会醒过来？
这短暂又不实际的幸福几时会结束？
她想贪心一下下可以吗？

just like some1 commented... "oh! You finally stepped out of your house for another purpose other than going to school.."

I went out yday! Nothing fascinating.. Just to the a stone-throw away de Tamnpines Mall.. Haha! Initally I did not want to go out, well.. I still have work to complete (cover my head, dun beat me!)... After my si duo bei lei tart's persausive talk, I decided to visit TM and at the same time go to popular bookshop to buy some stuff for school.

It was an enjoyable evening with eye-candy of Hugh Grant, chit chat and short car ride to Bedok... Thanks my beloved ladies for the short unwinding for me! I'm looking forward for our movie outing so that we can drool at Rain and also our fav eating place, 7th Storey Steamboat.. Yum! Yum!

Recently I had an addiction! It started off as an occasional "dessert treat" then a habit then now.. I think is kind of addiction cos I was actually looking forward and waiting for it to happen everyday. Die ah... Dun worry, I'm not taking drugs! But can consider as a "poison" too. Haha...

PS: Pls dun let me get use to it.. I'm afraid that I might not be able to cope once it goes missing...

1 week had passed by... things getting better? In some ways.. but not in others. I'm more tune to the early morning routine but more n more work to do.

This time round, I'm handling P3 and P4. The P3 are cute but their noise level is HORRIBLE! I'm somehow noise sensitive.. These cuties can never stop talking and being at their age, they totally have no self-cotrol. But nonetheless, they are sooo cute..

As for my P4, they have no problem with behaviour but... they are SUPER SMART! 10 out of 40 are under some sort of "gifted" programme.. somemore i'm taking them for English! I more of an expert in SINGLISH.. Haha!

Even though is a tough start.. but i guess i just have to find ways to settle it.

I was being "told off" that i'm being "taken over" by my work. Total workaholic with no life... "Is only the 1st week and you are already like that. If you dun relax a bit, this will be the way you lead your life forever.. so long u are still in this line..."

Am I really being to hard upon myself? But I just cant help it.. I felt so tied down with all these wk and preparation. Maybe I really should relax myself...

PS: I promise I'll try to adjust myself and change ok?