Long time didnt post anything already. There are so many things that happened that I dunno how to start. many times i opened the url of blogger.. type a few words then close the windows. Anyway...

School reopened already.. Yes, busy but still moodless towards work. this is a hectic semester.. Got to work damn hard already.. But i'm still slacking..
Haha..

People in school... The gang playing "weaving spider web".. A damn BIG 1... I holding to 1 strand but not really weaving it.. but somehow connected to the web lah. This is a stuper long n boring issue so no point telling you all. Whole lot of nonsense lah..

I'm in some sort of confusion state right now.. Many things to consider and decide. I'm just setting things aset and settling whatever that I can handle n more urgent 1st.. So 1st of all... My Assignments! Yes, yes... I getting to c the point that I'm a workaholic already!

Feedback from some1:
Someone mentioned that I'm tactless with my speech and have attitude problem. Well... is not the 1st time I heard such remarks. I somehow agreed that I need to do some adjustments and changes.. But yet.. Just cos I have different thinking and mindset as them, then i'm like a "freak" to them? I dunno and dun want to think about it at the moment... Too tiring!

Some realisation on Facts of Life:
1. As one gets older, he/she lost the courage to love... One tend to think too much. When is the last time you "奋不顾身"的爱一个人?

2. Women are all STUPID!

3. Human are all 范溅. They like to do stupid things which they already know that the consequences are bad. Worse of all, they do the same thing over and over again.

4. I like being in 好朋友 situation... Easily get comfortable with ppl? I dunno...

5. Women like to link everything as 1.. regardless how individual each issue seem to be but they can still link them together... Applause for them lah... CLAP! CLAP!

6. Human always aimed for the best of both worlds.. but WAKE UP lah! It will never happen.

7. Self-less love = stupidity or 伟大? Can someone tell me?

Ok.. Enough of all these Evelyn's Theory of Life...

This is being extracted from an email sent to me by one of the gal who went SUR with me... I was so touched by her words. I never know that someone would ever see me in this way. In fact I tot she is unhappy with the group as some incidents happened during the trip...

"A-vee-a-l-y-n
You know i love you, i really do. (loads of smiles) thanks for ya letter babe. I have so much things to say about us, our friendship and all of it but it seems so unfair to do it. I wasnt faking it, I really enjoyed being your friend not because I have to but because I want you as a friend on this trip. you are FUN babe, you are what this trip is about sheer "fun"(You know that laughter I make when I dun get the joke and its suppose to be funny so I laugh the laugh, I am making it now) and you're funny too. You are real, you get it, you're yourself, you're so darn real. There are no masks, or pretence or needs or wants or agendas or objectives, you're just there to be yourself and that seems to be what its all about. You are really just full of yourself and oddly there are no defences or strategies from you. You simply put yourself out there and do what you please and actually did it well!! I could never be that vulnerable and secure about my individuality. Thats why you are whats real to me. And thats good, to have someone that real on the team. it makes decisions harder to make as it wont be as its, no longer black and white. You, the gray one, matters. I am proud to call you a friend and I have mentioned our happy times to my parents and close friends, you're the happiness and comfort Indonesia has offered and a blessing in disguise, you made this trip bearable, you made this trip memorable, you made this trip a reality worth remembering. thanks for being you and what you are and allowing me to be part that. Have a great 2007!"

Welcome 2007!!!

1stly muz thank karen jiejie to plan such a wonderful get together at M Hotel for all of us. Basically we just eat eat eat, drink drink drink, laugh laugh laugh... till go hm... A great way to start a new yr. Everyone will have lots of food, drinks and laughters for the coming yr.

A brand new yr had arrived... Time to start anew! My wishes for the yr is...

- Graduate from my 2nd Diploma
- Be a dutiful teacher
- Be a good girl
- Be truthfully happy
- Smile more
- Some getaway (Flying on a jetplane)
- Be healthy and increase my physical activity
- Be more skillful in my $ planning

My Resolution of 2007: Know my direction and work towards it.

Happy new yr to everyone! May u all have an eventful and fruitful year ahead. Lastly, I wish for everyone's wishes will come true.