Today I'm super attitude... I think my attitude problem is back again! I simply dun feel like talking to any1. I rather read my story book than to talk. At moments when I opened my mouth, the remarks are never pleasant to ears...

B: J, PP beat me...
(J was asking me bout Sci assignment at that moment...)
B: (Louder) J, I talk to you and you dun ans me.... PP BEAT ME!
Me: Stop it can? Even my P4 kids dun play such things anymore...
Total silent....

TMD them lah... How old already still do such things? Bunch of fools! If they have the time then go n do their wk properly and dun give me shitty stuff for pair work lah...

Can you imagine that my partner produce such a piece of work? Considering that this is a class activity sheet for P6 pupils...



I really nearly puke blood when I received it yday night. FYI, I need to hand it in on Thurs loh... Use your F brain also know that you need to include blanks for pupils to write name, class and date mah... I really PEI FU her ah... Just the tot of it is enough to make me feel TL already...

Too much things pissing me off already... Sch assignments, inconsiderate freaks in sch, horrible project mates, even CCA is gg wrong... I wonder is it me that having attitude problem or I have tahan enough till everything blow off at this very moment. No more being "super nice" girl already... Not worthy to show my kindness to you all.

If you ask me... honestly I dun care the ppl besides me r affected by my attitude problem. I'll just show my unhappiness from now on!

Conclusion: The attitude Evelyn is Back!

I was kind of occupied by my Sci assignment and another Eng assignment and test waiting for me. And yet 1 uncooperative soul aka project mate makes me sick... Nevertheless... My 2 idols heightened up my mood a little..

1) My childhood Grasshopper
Thanks to ah eng for lending me the concert dvd. The songs simply bring back so many lovely memories. I can simply sing along with them with any songs in the concert. But listening to the same songs at a different age do give me a different feel. Maybe I had grown to be more knowledgable (an indirect way of talking bout age) so I am able to appreciate the meanings and feel of the songs. Talking bout feel... they really sing with lots of FEEeeeelllllll~~~~~~~ when singing the slow songs... and the next moment they can be jumping and dancing with all the signature moves. They really are full of energy and stamina. In the end..... I own my possession onto their DVD too... haha...

2) My mid-late teenage idol - Wang Lee Hom
I was 2st toxicated with Lee Hom's song during my sec 3 and 4 yrs.... All thanks to my "twin bro" Hong Jie... I still rem how he tried to act ABC and sing R&B with "我繞著你打轉　一圈一圈公轉 在人與人的銀河　愛讓我不間斷" and "淋我淋過的雨　吹你吹過的風 比風雨還親蜜"... Ohh not 4getting the "JULIA JULIA　不要拖泥又帶水" haha... His infamous inpersonation of the HomBoy... haha... after those days, i started to take notice of this HomBoy and he was really talented and kool!

So... as usual, ahui and I took our steps into S'pore Indoor Stadium to rock our Sat night with the HomBoy！The starting was ok... but the closing was superb... Every1 gotten so high. He sang my fav 一首簡單的歌, 心中的日月 and 流泪手心... and also those that I dislike the most 龍的傳人 and 在那遥远的地方. Haha...

This leads to the battle of Jay and Homboy:
1) Appears: Friendly and prefect complexion H.B definitely win my vote over act kool and rarely smile but recently so talkative Jay. Lee Hom: 1 Jay: 0

2) Musical Talent: Both are so talented with instruments and composing so both get my votes. Lee Hom: 2 Jay: 1

3) Dance: Even both seldom dance, Jay just started to move his limbs more... Well... Lee Hom: 3 Jay: 1

4) Anticipation: OMG! Jay sure get my vote for this... When are you coming to S'pore? ARghhh! Lee Hom: 3 Jay:1

5) Fans' stamina and 'Live' Mood: I have to head down to Jay's fans (*ahem* that includes myself)... We have endless energy to sing, scream and wave our light sticks like no tmr... So far Jay's concert is the best that I ever been too. Lee Hom:3 Jay:3

6) Bias: I am bias to Jay so... Jay win! (Not happy? This is my blog so what I said is final) Hahaha....

Conclusion: If we are lucky, we will get to see Jay in end of 2007. If not..... beginning of 2008? Mid of 2008? End of 2008? Who knows? God knows? Only he knows... AHHHH!!!!!!!! But so long he dun make me wait n wait then charge me SGD$888 like that some1 from Korea...

20th Oct 2006, 1420hours. I walked out of ToothArt and Viola! I had my braces on already.. after bout 1hr n 30mins "mission".

Suddenly the mouth began so occupied with all the metal brackets, springs and wires. I can tell you.. the feeling is worse than removing 8teeth.

The metal stuff are irritating my inner lips, I felt so handicap when come to eating cos i cant chew properly... i think i'll suffer fr indigestion cos i simply just swallow my food so long it is small enough n not choke me. I cant smile as naturally as b4, I sounded a bit weird when talking. when my mouth is closed, i ma chiam hiding food in my mouth... AHH! Bu mei le!!!!!

I know ppl sure said I asked for it... But i hope is a matter of time tat i get used to it and feel better... Pray for me!

Conclusion: I didnt want to post my photo w my new look yet, cos i still look weird to myself.. let me convice myself 1st...

Just ended my "Auntie Agony" session w ahui and this also reminded her of this "Auntie" who caused her agony in the past. haha...

I was trying ahui how tried I was feeling cos I always try to put up a front n smile even though I am feeling shit inside. Due to past experiences, I had knowingly and unknowingly build up this character. 坚强 (being strong) or 逞强 (acting strong) is just a thin line apart. I think I had lost my ability to differentiate it anymore.

Just like ahui said: "either u r a tian cai tt u can keep urself together" or "u r just a bai chi who hang on to urself". It is ok to be bai chi at times.

Over these yrs, have I took up some extra baggages that are pulling me down? I realised that once upon a time in my life, my motto is "do whatever I want as long as I m happy". Mayb over time, ppl had make me felt that this motto is selfish, irresponsible or I m not sparing a tot for others or whatever u can think of. Then slowly slowly I 4got about it. Today I looked back, when i somehow became or try to be responsible for others, be so-called professional, spare a thought for others. But... I m no longer as happy as I was. I always think so much in so many perspectives that at times, these perspectives do not include MYSELF!

So I decided that from now on, F the whatever saying of "Smile regardless of what happened, cos ur smile might be the reason for others to smile". I'm not so Wei Da, please. I'm only a human being, I'm not god. I'm going to spare a thought for myself, I'm going to being kind to myself n loving myself in the 1st place of everything already! This will start off from when I dun feel like smiling, I will just not smile.

Quote of the day: when u dun feel like smiling, just dn smile (from ahui)

Conclusion: ahui, u always speak right into what is on my mind. So... when do u want to marry me? haha...

Here is the link to the photos taken at Chinese Garden, click HERE.

I dare to say that I am considered a nice customer but no when u cross my LIMIT!


Dear Sir/Madam,

I write this letter with regards to an exceptionally disappointing experience of receiving extremely poor customer service and food hygiene provided by the store-in-charge of Gloria Jeans Coffees (Vivo City).

My family and I visited at your Vivo City Outlet on the 13th October 2006 at about 1520 and ordered 2 slices of cakes. After I took a few mouthfuls, I saw an insect crawling on the tiramisu. Initially, I thought that it had landed on the cake from the surrounding, but after a few moments, I saw more of the same insects on the cake. It was in fact, crawling in and out of the cake. I was really terrified by the scene and started wondering if I had accidentally consume some of these insects.

I approached one of your staff (who self-proclaimed that she is the store-in-charge) and requested her to come over to have a look. However, she replied “You bring the cake over. I will exchange for you,” and continued washing her cups. I was shocked by her attitude.. I felt that that was a very irresponsible reply. Being an ex-student in Food Science and Catering Technology, I can proudly said that I definitely aware of the seriousness of this issue. This is not just about getting my item exchange. She should show more concern about this as it is concerning the company’s reputation and hygiene especially when you are in the F&B industry

I took several pictures and went over to the same personnel and told her that I will lodge a formal complaint regarding the matter. To my amaze, all she did was to say “You bring the cake over. I will exchange for you.” and continued washing her cups AGAIN! I was dumb folded!

In the F&B industry, what matters more than food hygiene? Furthermore, with the emphasis of 'Excellent Customer Service’ and the promotion of GEMS Campaign, is this the outcome that Singapore is aiming to strive for? If this is the kind of 'motto' that the staffs of Gloria Jeans Coffees stand by, I am beginning to wonder how will they affect the image of Singapore in this newly opened Vivo City, which is the centre of attraction of everyone now.

I had lodged a complaint to the Ministry of Health and I hope that with this letter, I could alert other fellow Singaporeans to be more caution with the food that they consumed outside and also to remind all personnel in the F&B industry to be more responsible with their food handling method.

- A customer who is still wondering if she had some insects in her stomach -

Pictures speak a thousand words:

Thur:
Had dinner and Watch "You, Me and Dupree" w ahui. Quite a funny show but we prefered Click. Owen Wilson still can't win our all time favourite, Adam Sandler.

Fri:
I went out w mum n mei mei to AH for removal of my stitches. Easil done w no feeling and off to our shoppin spree at Vivo City...

Dunno which idiot come up with the idea of building Vivo... TMD de walk till tired... Like mei mei said "jiao ruang" aka leg soft. I think is the layout of the shops that make that place seem to be so freaky big! Nonetheless, so many Kool brands there... GAP, NafNaf, Timberland, Zara, Nautica, Forever 21... so many many... but many of the shops are not open yet. It really feel so great to shop there on Pay Day esp.. In the end... I only bought a bracelet. so Duhz.. Nvm wait till it is fulle open then i go do my killing! Haha...

Went to watch Rob-B-Hood at the new GV at Vivo... I like the huge legs space, no more feeling ppl's legs at my back, ma chiam massage chair rollers... The seating is not bad.. I gotten a 2 row fr the FRONT seats but no neck breaking issue. Haha... Next time muz try the GV max...

Sat:
Went to hougang to meet karen and ah eng... a half day filled of shopping and eating... bought nothing but eat n eat... so bloated already. Well, we had good laugh over the expense of 2 guys... Paiseh lah.. but still HAHAHAHA....

Sun:
Gg to Annie's Bday... suppose to have many ppl gg w me, in the end i had to go alone cos everyone else is busy.. haiz.. Nvm lah... i go n b representative loh.

Conclusion: News can spread like fire with women is involved. So you know who u r... mai KPO hor...

深蓝色的情书 (So-called by Jie Lun)

风又吹过我的双脚 怀念夏天的味道
你的微笑 我舍不得一口吃掉
秋天树叶不停掉 我的难过有谁知道
什么少了你我 的那的多无聊
风吹起我衣角 把寂寞装进我背包
怀念你的香水味道 想念让我更加烦恼

我想你知道夏天的味道 刻在我心里永远抹不掉
求进你给我最后的讯号 我会安静的走掉不打扰
昨天的拥抱今天很需要 你给我的好戒也戒不掉
哭泣枕头套夜晚的煎熬 你的城堡我住在地牢

风窜进了我的衣角 把寂寞装进我背包
怀念你的香水味道 想念让我更加烦恼 更加烦恼

我想你知道夏天的味道 刻在我心里永远抹不掉
就请你给我最后的讯号 我会安静的走掉不打扰
昨天的拥抱今天很需要 你给我的好戒也戒不掉
哭湿枕头套夜晚的煎熬 你的城堡我住在地牢

不需要 不需要 Ah~ Woo~

但这风吹盖了你的头发 不看见了你的眼睛
第一次拥抱 就是那么得体 经不起模本经过的大潮体
Oh Baby~ 问那件红色外衣还省下你哭了痕迹

我这耐 纳着独异 夏天的记忆已经不能抹去
连味道连接空气 我的屋子已经被你占去
现在这里到底这个世界海涛环在哪里
我的夏天的味道 代我找你

Conclusion: This song heighten my mood when i also gg to burst n scream at some1..

Is my bday again... nothing so special bout this bday lah.. except of my missing 8 teeth... haha...

The 4 usual ladies group went out on Sun (1st OCt, Children's Day) to have a pre-feasting b4 i become bo gay... Thanks ladies! and not 4getting Bro for the Wang Lee Hom's concert treat...

The NIE green club gang had dinner w me on the 3rd and then we went to Chinese Garden to c latterns... I'll upload the pics on later date lah. I had lots of fun! Thanks! and not 4getting the moon cake to replace bday cake... Cos ah moon's bday mah... hahaa....

Thanks for the usual bday cake... And muz thank mei mei for the earrings... Hew!!!!

on the 4th, there goes my 8 teeth (BYEE!)...The dentist returned me the 8 extracted teeth. It seemed so disgusting to me so I threw them away. Haiz... should at least took a photo of them. But now too late... overall is not as painful as i tot.. so still ok... but the "painful" part is being a woman w limited patience level, now i took a lot time to eat my food, and tat's killing me.... AH!!!!

I'm on 8days MC due to the teeth extraction (not bcos I fainted on the street like some1... hahaha) kind of enjoying it lah... no need go sch de gan jue is so superb! haha...

Conclusion: Happy 24th Bday to myself and my bday wish is i can eat at a faster speed. haha...