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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

This idea knocked upon my tiny n soon failing to function brain today...

In school, ppl tend "labelled" me as strong, dependentable, independent... to a extent that I think they felt that i can tahan a falling sky.

Am I that STRONG? hmm... Most of the times I don't want to malu myself and I dun like to open my mouth to ask for help. So I had to work extra hard to accomplish whatever stuff that is required. And Thank Buddha! Normally I managed to pull through. So much so that I think many ppl tot that I'm 不败! I'm kind of used to such a "label" and taking up all the shit jobs, lending my shoulders to carry their emotions burden...

However, I'm feeling more n more tired and lack of energy already. I'm like 死撑 now! I dunno I can tahan till when...

Stupid sch work is drowning me!
I lost my enthu n mood of going to school!
Ppl ard me (in sch) are having this depressing mood that is somehow affecting me!
Got 1 碍眼的蟑螂 that kept appearing at every corner that I am in!
Hypocrite classmates who are annoying me!

Conclusion: I want to graduate ASAP! Jun 2007, where are you?

dreams. 9/06/2006 11:17:00 PM