Out of a recent incident, I also had somehow saw a path to something that I wasnt certain of for a long long time. Now that my path is defined, but another problem comes in. Whether should I choose to walk down the path or not? If I'm gg to take up the route, then there will be more problems and troubles to haunt me. I somehow can hear some1 screaming at me and scolding me of having a -ve mindset. I tend to think of the dark side... and I really mean V V V dark side (The worst of the worst) when I'm considering something. Well... a very common line that all my pals always give me "Dun think too much". Am I really so??? Or mayb I'm just not a risk taker??? Lack of confident??? I really dunno...

Something happened recently that makes me get v edgy. But after hui told me "look from his perspective, perhaps it'll be better." Suddenly I realised that I tend to have this 咬死不放 type of attitude. When something when wrong and I can't get it the way I expected or what it to be, I'll tend to become 咬死不放. Hmmm.... Maybe that explains why I'm born in the year of a Dog. Haha... Making sense? Mayb not....

Well.... after so many years, I realised that there is this person that really understands me and the person could be my bet ideal partner. Too bad we are never possible cos the person is a SHE. (OMG! I sounded so lesbo now!) What I'm trying to say that she really knows me and she always there to pull me back onto my path with me, thi indecisive libra lost my way in my imaginative world. What to do right? She knows me for donkey monkey years. Thank you, ahui! Glad that I always have you ard me! You are one of the best gift that I had received fr god (if there is really a god). Back to the old theory that we might be husband and wife in our pervious life. Haha...

Conclusion: Treasure and Cherish what you have ard you... Dun regret when it is too late...

A special jamming piece fr my beloved Jay, You never fail to cheer me up when I'm down.