Aiyo... So long din update my blog eh... Pai seh ah... busy lah..

Most work clear liao... left w 2 more assignments and my 2 exam papers. So many things had happened over this 1.5 wk.

- Clear my text types test
- Handed in my maths assignment
- Done my presentation
- Horrible english paper... but i survived it. Got chance then i show you y it is horrible.
- Sleep for almost 2 days
- Celebrated my cuz 22nd bday
- Chiong-ing my sci Lesson plan now... totally drained out
- Went to eat crystal jade high tea with my xiao mei, visited xiao wang, had a 5min chat w saleh
- fully updated with ah ren jie jie's latest highlights

gg to happen:
- tmr.. i mean later gg orchard
- thur gg for my last lesson of the sem, then coca lunch bufffet w NIE de another 2 hao ren
- sat gg shopping n steam boat w the usual team
- Accelerate aging due to insufficent sleep
- growing fat again
- and more...

Yday had a chat w 1 of the NIE hao ren... She got some kind of ma fan problem. Superly complicated and she is so lost. I analyse the whole thing for her... scaffold (too much of NIE, so i tend to use this word) how to solve the prob for her. She was happy that I can b so rational and clear with the direction. Giving me the name of logical thinking (thks to NIE again) girl. I started to wonder... Seldom ppl said that I logical... normally is overly emotional. I started to wonder.. Maybe I had changed; Maybe I can had a better view as an outsider; Maybe my wires are properly 9or maybe not) connected.... whatever....

I also told her that I was quite pei fu that even though the situation is so 'messy', she hoped to find a way out which is more ideal for every1 involved. She want everyone to be happy. I told her that if i am in her shoes, I will forego everything and anything. I cant handle this type of stress. She said that she is not as brave as me... deep in my heart I tot... Brave? She makes me felt that I'm so selfish. I think again... I'm don't seem like a person that will said such a thing is the past.

Aheng said b4 that I'm like a super woman... Can work and work non-stop. She also said that ppl like to find me for help cos I cna help them. I was also telling hui that my ability of able to handle "mountains" is forced out due to many situations.

But recently, I wished that ppl dun cling on me for support anymore. I think I cant hold on already. Am I really too tired???