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Friday, March 17, 2006

Aiyo... so long din post anything. Anyway just a quick update for what I had been doing... I'm selling my soul to NIE! Day in, day out... Sun rise, sun set... I'm only busy with my assignments and projects! The workload is killing me.

Just as, I was complaining n 'cursing' the sch to give me so many work to do... Suddenly something came across my mind... Y am I complaining? 1yr ago, i wanted to be back in sch to study and be away from the working society. And I was given the opportunity to do so. I should be treasuring these moments now and not making myself felt miserable by being grumpy. However, I just can't help but to tell my fustrations overruled my EQ at many times. Sighz...

As much as I hope that this period of "endless" stress + lack of sleep to be over... a teeny weeny part of my heart hope that this will never come to an end. Sadist? No lah... I just had a feeling tat I'm somehow making this busy period as an excuse to escape from something that I do not wish to face it now.

Well... you might say i'm a turtle n trying to hide in my shell rather that face the reality of the situation. But I'm a person who hated uncertainity so I do not wish to face the 'music' before i can make my stand firmly. The only thing I could said to the other 'victim' who was also caught in the situation n waiting for me to make my stand... pai seh ah, just have a bit of patience and wait ok?

dreams. 3/17/2006 01:04:00 AM