不想长大

为什么就是找不到无邪的玫瑰花
为什么遇见的王子都不够王子啊
我并不期盼他会有玻璃鞋和白马
我惊讶的是情话竟然会变成谎话 为什么幸福的青鸟要飞的那么高
为什么苹果和拥抱都可能是毒药
我从没想过有了他还孤单的可怕
我突然想起从前陪我那个洋娃娃

我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他 已经变的不像他

我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没童话
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他 怎么会 爱上别个他

为什么水晶球里面看不出他在变
为什么结局没欢笑而是泪流满面
我愿意在他回来前继续安静沉睡
但他已去到别座城堡吻另一双嘴
为什么对流星许愿却从来没实现
为什么英勇的骑士会比龙还危险
我当然知道这世界不会完美无暇
我只求爱情能够不要那么样复杂

我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他 怎么会 爱上别个他

让我们回去从前好不好
天真愚蠢快乐美好

我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没童话
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他 怎么会 爱上别个他

by seeing this, you can know that how bored I am on this Christmas day. So free till can write 2 postings...

I forgotten to write bout having xmas eve steam boat dinner at 7th storey hotel. Been there a few times and till yday i realised that they actually serve live prawns! Eeeks... I din know till tat dumb prawn jumped in its pre-death container. OMG!!

I already planned to be a good girl today and stay at home for this Xmas cos I came back v late.. erm I mean early in the morning... (Later mama flip face if I go out again). In the end... da jie go watch movie, mei mei flying to NY, left me sitting here in front of the PC. Sighz... i should have went out! Argh! All alone at home and make me feel sad for this xmas... Think muz be too much fun yday so today seem so down.

Another year is passing by soon... It's time to start all over again and leave all the tears and sorrows behind, bringing only the strengths and happiness tat will make me a better person to face all the new challenges in the coming year.

*Pray that I will have a better year ahead and great health to everyone else*

It had been many years I had last really enjoy Xmas cos every year I'm working. This year is really enjoy mood cos plus it's my school holidays. Yeah!

Xmas eve, i woke up early and the Peck sisters gang when to meet chang ge for brunch. We went to Billy's Bombers.
Traditional Xmas Meal
honey Stung Crispy Chicken
Ribs and Shrimp
Toast for a better year! (Bfast drink champange liao... tsk tsk tsk...)

At night, we went to Xmosphere for a great party! We also celebrated Karen's 20+++ bday. I bet she muz be over the Moon due to... hehe! Hopefully I can post some pics for u guys to c once Soppy Mummy send it to me.

Merry Xmas!

5, 4, 3, 2, 1... Merry Christmas EVE!

Idea from my xiao mei. She said she want to be innovative and count down to xmas eve. haha... So she bought log cake and soft drinks and forced... erm i mean invited everyone in the family to eat cake with her.

I chose this cake bcos of this snowman and his pose...

Some photos to recap some memories... To start off is OSIM days

Scene 1 - CPP days
Muhan and me
Joyce, Haslinda, Me, Muhan

Scene 2 - D&D 2004
My fav gang
Expired area managers and supervisors
Expired Nutritionists

Scene 3 - Farewell Dinner
Smoky Team
Curprit of the smoky pic
Hands and legs

My 2 guest of honour

Scene 4 - Lost memories
Allen's last day
Scandle revealed... Me, my wife and mistress

To be cont'd...

Finally managed to squeeze out a perfect time slot to watch Perhaps Love with ahui n aheng...



Fantastic Movie? Not really... But it's great, unique, nice story plot and Jackie Cheung's voice... ROCKZ! (yes, it really rock the theater)

Summary of story? Go read it from their beautifully done up webby. Kool! So don't waste their effort. http://www.perhapslovemovie.com

My fav scene of the show is the 10 years of tape recording that Lin Jian Dong (Takashi starring) tapped down for Sun Na (Zhou Xun starring) every year, when he would visit their old house (where they spent their poor but happiest time together).

My fav character is the little boy, with a clown face who made his 1 and only appearance in the last scene... Of course not lah... is Nie Wen (Jackie Cheung starring).

Best part of the moive is how the director links the "real" life of the 3 main characters and their "production of the muscial".

Best acting? Zhou Xun!

I will give 4 stars for this show. (hmm.. when did I become a movie critic?)

Results is out already. Overall, I think I did ok. Not fantastic results as compared to my classmates. But as my past records.... gd!

DED100 Educational Psychology I: Theories and Applications for Learning and Teaching: B
DED101 Educational Psychology II: Providing for Individual Differences in Learning and Teaching and Classroom Management: A-
DED102 ICT for Engaged Learning: B+
DSE100 Grammar: B
DSM100 Number Topics: B+
DSS101 Selected Topics for Primary Science Teaching (Physical Science): B+

Total No. of Academic Units Obtained : 15.0
Cumulative Grade Point Average : 3.90

Thanks to ah Ben for the treat at Xmosphere yday night... or I should say this morning? haha... (reason being: I went home at 430am.)

It is a nice place for a drink and relaxing... plus sing ur lungs out. Finally, saw the boss that karen went ga ga after.... conclusion... erm, ok ok only. Very max chia loh.

i heard a long long din hear song over there and bring back lots of memories. Sighz...

忘了隐藏
词/曾伟祺 曲/王家耀

我一直都以为可以能把你轻易忘记
只是你的背影一直还在我心底
天天想你夜夜哭泣不能自己
想要逃避已经来不及

说什么海角到天际说什么今生永不渝
你的一字一句一直徘徊在心底
天天想起夜夜回忆眼泪再继续
应该放弃找个人代替

告诉我如何把你忘
告诉我如何把你隐藏
放在我的心上没有爱没有思念的地方
告诉我我该怎么藏
告诉我如何把你遗忘
所谓地老天荒
只是让一个人孤孤单单让一个人心慌

我一直都以为可以能把你轻易忘记
只是你的背影一直还在我心底
天天想你夜夜哭泣不能自己
想要逃避已经来不及

说什么海角到天际说什么今生永不渝
你的一字一句一直徘徊在心底
天天想起夜夜回忆眼泪再继续
应该放弃找个人代替

告诉我如何把你忘
告诉我如何把你隐藏
放在我的心上
没有爱没有思念的地方
告诉我我该怎么藏
告诉我如何把你遗忘
所谓地老天荒
只是让一个人孤孤单单让一个人心慌

告诉我如何把你忘
告诉我如何把你隐藏
放在我的心上
没有爱没有思念的地方
告诉我我该怎么藏
告诉我如何把你遗忘
所谓地老天荒
只是让一个人孤孤单单让一个人心慌

是否情路太难你让我一个人游游荡荡让一个人心伤

After quitting MIRC for donkey years... i went in to c c today...

Tell u guys... it's a hell now! If u have it at home and u got kids at home, pls DEL it at once now...

In less than 10mins, I got countles people msg-ing me. Not that I'm popular... I think below the reehnacment will able to give u a better idea.

Scene 1:
Remember 3-4yrs back when u r playing mirc, the opening is normally "hi. intro pls?" right? Now.... "hi. U hor**?" tsk tsk tsk.... aiyo... horrible ah...

Scene 2:
This idiot monkey kept asking me to meet him tonight. Then in order to shut him off... I said "cannot lah, my maid at home will spy my activities, i cant go out." (I supposed to be 15 yr old girl in the conversation. haha) Guess what is his reply??? U will never expect it... "hmmm... is your maid chio?" WAH PIANG eh! I was stone for 5mins, not knowing how to react and my finall decision... log off at once!

Tsk tsk tsk... *shake head* the world is coming to an end! Am I too lao tu or nowadays kids are so 'hip'?

2nd news is.....
I am a lesbo! (This is not a declararion!) This is actually the question that my frens are haunting me for an answer now. PLS LAH! for goodness sake! I like male ok? I'm not lesbo! I only like gays! (but then.... which means I still staright ah. Right?) So what if I'm currently not attached? I dun c the need to be attached just to prove that I'm normal. Pls get this fact into ur peany brain....

3rd horrible news....
it is guys who are the 1s talking bout the 2nd news. Are you all too free or simply jealous that my calibre is too gd for u all, then bu shuang so muz spoilt my reputation?

I'm truly thankful if you guys are truly concern bout my happiness. Thanks! but if you really care, then don't talk such rot. Who dare to woo me after hearing all these shit from u guys.

As the year is coming to an end and next year will be my 24th year on this planet Earth, here is my concluded Top 3 listing...

1. Unforgettable experiences
- 2 Jay's concert (11 Jan 2003, 27 Nov 2004)
- Taiwan trip (Apr 2005)
- ARC camp (Nov 2005)

2. Crazy things I had done
- Join teaching (till now I still can't believed that I had done this)
- Choke up almost $1k of credit debts (Too much of retail therapy)
- (Cant think of yet, too many things)

3. Malu things I had done
- Had a heaty arguement outside Paragon with a monkey (with everyone else looking)
- Cry in MRT train
(Eeeks! I swear I'll never ever do this 2 things again)
- (I very posh 1, so can't think of the 3rd)

4. Dearest people to me
- My youngest sister
- My mama
- My da jie

5. Man that make an impact in my life
- Mr Allen Yeo
- Reynolds
- Jay Chou

6. I can't live without
- My hp
- My computer (cos all my mp3 are in it)
- Air, water and food

7. People I miss
- Grandfather
- Grandmother
- (I seldom miss people)

8. People that I'm glad I have them wth me
- My sisters
- Hui
- OSIM gang

9. Things I wanted to do most
- Re-organise myself (habits, attitude, lifestyle)
- Bring mama for a overseas trip
- $$$ (we can't deny that $ is impt)

10. Things that never change bout me
- Having attitude problem
- Still round (being overweight since the day I'm born)
- my name (and soon my age will be the same every yr)

The list will cont'd when I'm free and think of more rubbish

The Dormitory Boys or also known as 后舍男生. They seemed to be a hit online nowadays. They are 2 chinese guys from Guang Zhou, China. Their expertise is in mouth-singing (对嘴) and including hilarious facial expressions and actions. Still clueless of what I'm talking about? Check out their videos on their blog and you will be laughing ur lungs out. http://twochineseboys.blogspot.com

My fav is "bu de bu ai" (不得不爱) and "As long as you love me".

Caution: In order to protect your PC monitor, do not eat or drink while watching the videos.

Yday went kbox w xiao mei and wei chang. That girl had been craving for ktv for a month. So muz let her sing to her fill... We sang from 12 to 4pm.

After which, we started the hunt for wei chang's bro bday present. in the end, he gotten a pen for his bro with the name engraved on it.

*pst... wei chang, i still think the heart-shaped cushion with many hearts is a better gift. and of cos with the powerful line of "kor, I love you!".. haha*

It was a fun-filled day full of laughters and nonsense jokes..

1) the ultimate and forbidden picture taken in kbox.
2) the $50 dollar almost given as tip for kbox staff or to the little girl "meimei..."
3) "kor, I love you..."
4) gou-gou (dog dog in mandarin)in taka
5) wei chang 'in-shock' look
6) the series of jokes containing "sisters", "sponge cake", " shitting pit", "finding casio watch in mud puddle" and the ultimate cockster, SP. (Courtesy by SP and JH)
7) the cheapo manager of metro century square, Annie Poh... she and the less than 1/4 piece of free metro wrapper.

Happy Birthday and welcome to join the 23 years old league!

We went to 7th Storey at Bugis for a feast of steam boat (which is her fav). Overall the food is great and not forgetting our desserts... the small pieces of birthday cakes... Yes! It's pieces . We had choco exotic (a flavour which we had many stories), royal cheesecake, strawberry shortcake (hui's fav too) and lastly the mango tropicana. Light the candles, Pose for the picture , Make a wish... Blow out the candles and Happy birthday once again.

Silly me made a blunder by having the pricetag still stuck on the present for hui. Toot-pig popular bookshop! I threw away 1 already, then got another 1. argh!!!

I had upgrade myself to the house plumber...

It all started from my cheapo mindset. The tap of my washing sink kept dripping regardless how tight u turn it off. To save water (PUB say water is precious) and money, of course, mama and I went to buy a new tap and thinking if we can get a plumber to fix it for us.

That cut throat shop! The tap costed us $20 (considered reasonable) but the servicing cost $25 per trip to our house. Hmm... Cheapo me! I asked mama to take the contact no. then we try fixing on our own. If can't then call for servicing. Bo bian liao.

Viola! After 1hr (including cleaning up the mess).... . My new Tap!

Help! The sky is falling... A piece of the sky that's looks like a sign... This is how the story of Chicken Little begins...

summary of the story... Chicken Little witnessed a piece of the sky had fallen and hit his head, but no 1 believed him, not even his own father . the whole town started to make fun of the whole incident for a year... his dad felt so embarrassed bout it. chicken Little wanted to do something great to impressed his dad and save him from the ambarrassement from everyone. One day, chicken Little and his friends, fish, ugly duckling and pig, discovered that there might be an alien invasion to Earth... again no1 believed them, not even his own father . in the end, it turned put to be true and Chicken Little saved everyone in the town.

I went to catch it on Tue night with hui, ah eng and xiao wang. A simple movie with great meaning. To me, it's more like a show for parents than for children.
1. The show reminded me of how adults had shoo us away when we wanted to tell them something. They thought that we are just kids so what will we know. And many times, the child felt hurt amotionally and adults got no idea bout it.
2. Trust! the powerful word between all relationships. Everyone can failed to trust you but actually many times all you need the trust from your loved one.

Kool right? So many things to learn from a cartoon. Who says watching cartoon is stupid??

Just got back from a gathering w a few pals... Daniel & wife, lissa & 123 plus us, the long lost power-puff girls. haha

Even though it's a short makan session but it's great to be able to sit together on the same table again. Reminds me of the olden days... (now i sound so old.. hehez) Overall I had a great time despite a bit of unforseen circumtances...

During dinner, I went to try out pepper lunch at Taka with hui. Not too bad.. more of enjoying the fun of cooking the meat than the food. Taste of food is still ok. The carrot is so juicy! yummy! But I burnt most of my bean sprouts. haha... but over all i think i prefer those steamboat w hot plate. More fun... haha